dont you ever

sometimes i feel useless.
I have a theory.
not much of what we do everyday is actually productive.
what is actually nessecary to survive one human lifetime?
your probably thinking pretty hard, but it so unnessecary.
Air, food, and water might be the top of the list, thou not everything
for the most part these are the bare nessesities.

think of how much pollution there is in the air where ever you live,
or how much of the food you consume is processed and poisined to make more appealling and higher supply...
what about water? I think the earth is 70% water, 90% salty ass ocean water,
Even with the earths own water cycle that leaves only about 20 percent fresh water for us to drink.

Now take a quick look around! How many of the bodys of fresh water around you can you drink outta, and survive with out some kind weird disease.
shit im from new york so let me start there.

east river- NO
hudson river- NO
nyc reservoir- maybe

i think you get part of the picture.

to be continued....

trying again

so im back.. to share some useless info.
so i went ski for the first time recently(about a week ago). it was ten time harder than i originally believed. just being able to keep the ski's together seemed like a task.

I have always been good at extreme sports and I feel like I would be good at this if i could afford to take a two hour drive with all my euipment, pay for lift tickets and ski for 4 hour aday, every weekend for the next year or two. And ofcourse I have my professional swedish ski instructor(fridas boyfreind joakim) right by my side as i bust my ass. At one point in the session we decide im ok to hit the steeper slope. the only problem is i had been judge so far mearly on my ability to balance. The ability to stop had not yet crossed my mind. I end up speeding down the mountain(like every other time i went down it), and go flying parkour dive roll style, my face 2 inches from smashing into and scraping across a tree stump. amazing!

By the end I was skiing like chico with a kilo on the side of L.G projects. i def need to keep this up new experiences everyday

shit i trt

I apologize guys theres never enough for me to share.
ive created this blogg with the intending on sharing some if not most of my life experiences with the mass the hundreds maybe thousands of people that ive met in the past 23 years ive called my life, But ive come to the realization that its not gonna work that way for me. I tend to find myself drifting in my head, like most people. one thing that passes thru often is the idea of existence and purpose but thats another convo for another day. so what im gonna do is start thinking hard and write my blogg to myself. Maybe if i come to any profound understandings a switch would go off and start a chain reaction of enlightenment for my self and the people around me until shared contiousness is deciding factor in our shared human lives. starting now when ever something is on my mind ill write it on my blogg. If only i could type faster

Well i guess this is the perfect time to start. christmas day 2009. Im living in sweden now as most people know. Ive also celebrated my first real christmas (perfect). What most people dont know is that i was adopted by my aunt when i was 3(the year my mother died). That same year my aunt began a relationship with an islamic fellow who for 10 years i called Abu (father). My aunts words to me was this will be your last christmas..... the rest was bullshit. Anyway for ten years i lead the life of a coofy wearing, ramadon celebrating, no holiday, no bacon robot. I pretty much hated my life. skip a couple years and you get the complete flip. now my aunt seperated from abu and i again am at the mercy of another book of rules. Its no longer the quran. Now its the bible. Now this setup was no better. now i must go to curch 3 times a week pray when im told, sing when im told and even pee when im told. complete control. oh well maybe ill get some christmas presents now that im a christian. well maybe not.

The point behind all of this is that ive never had a veiw of the holidays from this side of the wall. But ive also got a veiw of the holidays that most americans dont get. I looked up christmas on wiki today and the first thing that caught my eye was the words pagen-scandinavia highlighted and underlined. Coincidence!

i live in the one place that celebrated christmas before christ was even born. It some thing that most people call yule, or jul. this was the celebration of the winter solstice. i give up fuck this shit...... you guys keep being mindless drones

MY PURPLE ROOM. MY GIRLS PAINT JOB

I told you i would be back again.

not much talkin this time i just want you

to begin to see what Sweden is really like.

There is no better place to start like my new

crib. Theres alot of major misconceptions about

sweden and the world as a whole. Hopefully by

the time I get completely bored with bloggin and

quit, at least one person begins to open there

mind to something new.

THE "COMMUNAL BACK YARD"

COOL HALLWAY...............................TO THE

"COMMUNAL BACKYARD"

PERSONAL BACKYARD...YES THERES 2

BY`s

AN IRISH LADY TOLD ME SOMETHING TODAY

WHEN I GAVE HER A CIGARETTE.....

N.everE.atW.et P.ussyO.nR.ainyT.uesdays

....and they dont even sell NEWPORTS in europe

at all... Thats why I stocked up



HALLWAY IN MY APARTMENT

NICE COZY BATHROOM

KITCHEN FULL OF LADYS... LOVE IT

FRIDA`S ROOM

JUST A VIEW OF THE HALLWAY FROM THE

OTHERSIDE JUST TO GIVE YOU THE FULL

EFFECT... OH YEAH THATS WERE I SMOKE

THE DEATHSTIX. KEEP NEW APT SMELL.

BARRON WALLS IN MY HUGE LIVING ROOM

LOVE THE COUCH! THE GIRLS HAVE TASTE...

THE FUNNY THING ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING...

RENT FOR THIS APT WITH EVERYTHING, EVEN A

LAUNDRY ROOM, FREE... UNDER 1000 AMERICAN

DOLLARS...crazyness

COME VISIT...

Im back.......

good bye Brooklyn..... for now


Alright my people, im official back. I have never been the type of person to sit on a computer all day, but i have to make some changes for the next couple months... years ... whatever. The last time ive visited my own page was in march 2009, in my home base of Brooklyn, N.y. That was a fun summer. Better yet that was a great two years. I traveled around the world a bit, fortunate to have some nice places to lay my head, met some nice people, and made some great connections. Kinda inspiring if i should say so myself. lol

On the other hand it is now 0ctober 19 2009. One month until my age rises one number up to 23, and 2 months till we reach 2010. How the hell are slang conousier going to say the date now.

I keep losing my train of thought. Anyway!

everything is gonna be completely new for me in 0 10... 20 10... 2 10. ah i need nug... 2010.

Im now a resident in göteborg, sweden, where i live with my girlfriend Karin, and sister Frida.

I know... you ask yourself, " why would someone leave legendary Brooklyn, New York, to live in a slightly suburban.... beautiful, optionful(if thats even a word) comfortable, socailist country like sweden... duh. If this is something you cant understand with out explaination, you fit in one of these many categlories. Your a dumb ass hipster from west bubble fuck, a tourist from west bubble fuck that never left your hometown or country. A rich person/socailite in which case New York is the perfect place for you, or a hood nigga that never took transportation outside the MTA. You choose.

Neway 2 get to the point. This move is gonna give me the opportunity to show people what possibilities are out there. Endless.

If you follow me a little you see pics of random things I do during the day while im here, Listen to songs I hear here first, and just experience something completely out of the ordinary, especailly if your american. Im gonna have some fun and some rough times. live it with me. Also if you have a blog or a flickr, share some things with me . I would love to see.

march second - march fourth 2009